Growth.

People ask, people say, people gossip. My days were full of these recently, I seriously need freedom, need some spaces, just stop asking, saying, gossiping. Shut please, none of your business. I know, I can't control your mouth, can't control your big mouth, maybe you don't know what respect meant? Haha, maybe you really don't know about it. Your words caused us almost can't stand, but luckily at the end we still hold each other, never let one of us fell. You won't ever understand what it meant because you never meet someone like this, someone you take him or her as your soul mate. Don't ever think that you could make me down, or your words could affect my mood, my way to him. I won't. I'm clear with these. Don't under-estimate our faith. :)

Between, thank you for let me ensure that actually I'm really get what I wish! I just realised, although its late, but I appreciate always! ♥
God, bless us please! ;)

Daddy and mummy, I LOVE YOU!

Daddy and mummy are going back tomorrow. ;( I miss them badly!!! ;c

I'm not a good daughter, I know what should I do but I never try hard to do it. Dad and Mom, I'm sorry.
I know what I should do, truly. I woke up. Really, this time. My trial is nearer, its time to pick up, I should put something down, I should score a good result. I shouldn't let my parents disappointed again. I learnt, I know what a love meant. I know.

Daddy and mummy, I love you!

我了解 . :)

抬起头，原来遗忘了不少美丽的事物，
一味追求不停向前跑。
累了，抬头看一看，其实
我很幸福。

眼前有不少的考验，我得换上武装，重新踏上这一趟旅途。我有你的陪伴，怕什么？ ;D

I woke up . :)

I just realised Im just so stupid .

Its time to pick up ! ;)

Hols is going to end , and my exam's nearer .
UEC and PMR , nearer and nearer .
Although my hobby not study , but I must do well on my studies .
Although Im not smart enough , but I will do the best I can .
Although some times Im lazy , but I will change this bad habit .
I will enjoy the journey , and do my best . Just do it ! C;
I promised you , I'll stay by your side and help you . Trust me . And I know you did ! ♥

Friends , add oil together . ;)

I know I make a right decision ! ;D

I saw rainbow in my heart when you text me , finally everything's fine now . We learnt a big lesson .
Luckily I never choose to give up , I ask myself not to give up if not one day I'll regret . c;
Dk why , feeling better than before , I thought Im enjoying this few days , actually not , once closed my eyes , the matter appeared in my mind , how sad ? ;c I forgot already ! No need to remember this , delete , delete , delete ! ;D  And now , finally ! Thanks god leading him or her to a right way ! ;p
I realised , I understood , I learnt . ;)
See , how important are you to me ! ;)

LAUGH - Makes life beautiful . ;D

Laugh as much as you do .
Laugh as much as you wish .
Laugh as much as you want .
Laugh as much as you feel .

Appreciate every moment in your life , appreciate every person who loves you .Don't think that people treat you nice is what they should do . They can choose to treat you worse or nicer , they've choices . But why don't they treat you worse ? You go and ask them . c; So , appreciate everyone who's in your world ! ;)

Tells . C;

I told you , I'll be there whenever you need me .
I told you , I'll be there no matter what happens .
I told you , I'll be the one who supports you .
I told you , I'll be the one who stays by your side always .
I told you , I'll be the one who trusts you .
I told you , I'll be the one who never ever give up on you .
I told you . I'll be the one who cares you .
I told you , I'll be the one who helps you when you need someone to help you .
I told you , I'll be the one who never ever break the promises between us .
I told you , I'll be the one who treats you nice .
I told you , I'll be the one who will never ever betray you .
I told you a lot of things .
I told you who am I .
And now , Idk where are we going , idk who we are .

The only S ;)

 

S stands for sopo.
S stands for Sabrella.

She looks like a baby, no matter is her height or face. She looks cute. When you're unhappy, just look at her and you'll smile back, especially when she's laughing. OMG! Can you imagine how a baby laugh? How sweet, how cute. ;)

I always ask her, what do you want to eat later? She'll say, you all like lar, the answers are always the same. Haaaa.

When unhappy or upset, just have to find her and tell her what is your mind, then you'll be better because she's a very good listener. She won't say anything after what you said, but she'll stay at there quietly and listen to you. You see, how nice? C;

Yea, she's my bestie, Sabrella Tan Li Wei.

Pui pui, you said you want a post from me maa right? Now, I show you! ;)
Don't be too touching when reading this post, although I used lots of times to think how to write this post. And finally, I can give you a sweet post. :)
I'm glad that you're in my life. C;

There's a guy who raise you up in your life always . ;)

When I am down and my soul so weary,
when troubles come and my heart burdened be,
then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up so I can stand on mountains,
you raise me up to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong when I am on your shoulders,
you raise me up to more than I can be.

Thanks for staying by my side always. I heart you. ♥

Love of my life ♥

You let me know who's worthy for me to care .
You  let me know who am I.
When Im in front of you, I don't need to wear my mask.
When Im in front of you, I can be myself.
Don't say to me, I treat you too nice because this is what a family meant.
Maybe you'll curious that why I'll take it so serious. I answer you here, because you're my only one brother, you're the only one. Get it?
As a sister, I'll do my best to care you and I'll always remind myself what I'd promised you. No worries, kay?

I know you heard me, brother.
Although I said these lots of times to you already, I know, let me tell you one more time laa okay? Don't say me luo suo please. ;( Sometimes the words are nice to hear but sometimes I'll think that you felt annoyed. ;'(
Hope you'll appreciate. Your smile, is the best answer for me, di. C':

Just want to let you know, anything happens, you still have me.
I'll avoid from touching you so much, I won't chat with you so much at school. Like what jie promised you. ;)

But please let me to stay by your side to help you, you know what I meant, right? Jie heartttttt you,di! ♥
Don't ask me to leave away. T.T


Be confidence and tell yourself that you can do it in your exams. I trust you. You can do well. We work hard together, I believe you can pass! I wish to give you all my luck, haih. We walk till the end together kay? Beat them down! Huuhuu, they're nothing for us! Yea, nothing for us. +u! ;)

♥



                                                                                    You affect me lots, truely. C;

Thanks Nickae ! ♥

Nick , I think you should know that this post is only for you . Haaaa . Sincerely , thanks fer your help ! It looks nicer !! You wasted almost an hour ++ to help me seacrh this and that , finally we done !!! Weeee , thank you pretty ! ♥

LOL , you asked me to update , yea , I did , and this post only fer you . Hey , don't be too suprised kay ? Haaaaa .

Thankiew Nick ! ♥

Im back ! C;

Hols's here again !
PMR and UEC is nearer , haih , what should I do ?
Art or science streams ? Which one should I choose ?
Maths , how to improve ?
My room's stuff , how to solve ?
How to calm the guy down ?
Lots lots lots problem need to solve during this hols . Im really not willing to think about them . They make my hols sucks !!! ;c

You make my life beautiful , you brought colourful into my life .
Should I give up ? I won't .
God bless us please . ;c

Do you hear me ? I hope you did . ;c
Imma be strong !!!! ;)

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Lisan , oral , project , homework , exam , monthly test , GO AWAY !
WTH ! ni men hen fan ! go away okay ! shyt !

Earthquake ? Tsunami ? huh ...

What happened to this world ?

Gonna end ? NO ! DON'T !
I still have lots things want to do ! I still want to live man !

Guys , take good care of your environment please ... You've the responsibility to do so .

Please , don't give up easily kay ? (:

DADDY and MUMMY I LOVE YOU ! ♥

Allow me to shout out loud ,  




DADDY AND MYMMY , I LOVE YOU ! ♥

:)

谢谢你。
一次又一次的，让我明白我要的是什么。
如今，我更加清楚，到底是怎么一回事。
没有什么大不了。人生就是如此。
过去就让它过去，它是我的历史，历史是拿来参考的！哈哈。是参考，不是在意。
看着身边的朋友们，每天都有不同的故事，每天都有不一样的启发。
每个人都在追求自己的梦想。每个人都在努力向前迈进。半途中，碰到了刺人，痛入心的钉。可以怎样？惟有更提高警惕。对么？
我最亲爱的室友，一个跟我同寝三年的室友，请你听我们说一次，不要一直告诉我你有你的想法，没错，也许你控制得了自己，但是你不知道其他人。我们在关心你，你不了解。算了。要我放弃吗？你说得出口，我做得出。
我要放慢我的脚步了，对不起。我不是你想象的那么勇敢。请你不要高估我。表面不代表一切。不是么？也许身边的朋友的故事给了我很多很多的感触。我不否认，我没放下。但是你看着，我会做到。不要以为我输了，我只会认命。你给我的，我会毕生难忘，因为我看错人。真希望你可以成熟些。祝福你。
我选择放弃，因为没有让我再去追求的理由。我选择放下，因为我还得过我的生活。我选择面对，因为我知道逃避解决不了问题。我选择接受，因为我没有其他选择。我选择适应，因为我还要继续为我的生活增添色彩。不要说我老套，因为我只是说出我的想法。此时此刻，我只想做会自己。请允许我放纵自己一次。
我不知道下一秒会发生什么事，我也不知道你的未来是什么样的一片天地。可是我会珍惜现在，珍惜眼前的一切。我学会知足，感恩。我珍惜现在拥有的一切，我觉得现在很幸福。虽然一次又一次的考验真的要打倒我了，但是到最后我不是站了起来吗？
加油。

S.M.I.L.E ! :D

SMILE ! (:


+uu ! (:

LOVE ?

Four alphabet , a word = LOVE . It means ? Someone tell me please .

Hahaha . Well . Let it be . Haaha .

Why ? Why it did happen ? Why not others but me ? Hey ! Please ! Its enough ! I endure enough already ! Go away from me ! Go away from my life ! Enough !

I need some space . Give me some time . I don't want anything . Just need some quiet .

Where should I go ? I miss my way . Im lost . :(

Wake up please ! Face to the facts !!!

Guys ! Im back ! xD

Hey . Long time already didn't update my bloggie . Hehes .

How're you guys ?

Finally exam is finished . Pheeew ... So tired !
Ahaha .

Enjoy very much during exam ... Playing with my beloved roommates , classmates , hostel buddies . Of course , the time study with them are great tooh ! xD

Cai Ling ! Remember to teach me algebra , geometry and physic ! Hehe . Remember what you signed ! xP

Ee Ling ! Long time no see you ! Haha . You larh ! Sim me always ! xD

Greenleaf ! Long time no see tooh ! Haha . Enjoy with them during debate's camping kay ? I wish to go lerh ! Haih ...

Bbq ! Hey baby , put it down . Your life is still beautiful and nice ! Get it ?

211 ! Thanks ! Remember the last day of the exam , what're we doing ? Study ? Of course not ! Hehe . Shhh... Don't let others know these . xP

A good night . :)

Gonna back to the hostel tomorrow morning . Am really don't wanna to back to the hostel . I really hope to stay at home . But I've no choice .

Enjoyed very much in these few days .

They smile , I smile .

They laugh , I laugh .

Its warm . Its nice .

FAMILY is really important ! :)

W-H-Y- ?

Nobody knows , but God knows .

A very nice experience for me , it woke me up . Thank you , sincerely .

There's lot test in my life . Non-stop . Study , the stuff of my room , others ... Gosh man ! Going to be crazy .

Nobody understands my feeling . Coz you aren't me . Right ? :)

Well . No worries !

Rmb always , what you promised , what you want .

JM 3 , a very busy year !
Lots of tests . Lots of homework .

Guys , all da best ! :)

01.01.2011 :)

A new day, a new year, a new journey, a new life.




Let it starts with a SMILE. :)






No matter what happened, facing them with your smile. Tell yourself, it'll be fine soon. :)






Remember what do you want to do this year.
Do it well!:)


Gonna back to the hostel tmr.Friends, will meet all of ya soon!


My buddiesss, gahyows!
Have a nice year! :)

last day of 2010.:)

Its really fast.

One year pass already.

Flashback my 2010, lot lot lot memories.

With friends, roommates.

And with my family.♥

Will save all of these into my memory card>heart. :)